The third day

The third day is not a miraculous day after two days, it is the moment hope takes us a bit more to the fullness of life and peace. 

Victim

God did not punish Christ on the Cross. It is we who punish the innocent victims seen in the punished Christ on the Cross. So, on one hand, in the crucified we see the mercy and love poured for us, and on the other hand we see the justice to be ensured for the millions of victims who suffer. Both are invitation to embrace the cross, one to accept God's love, and second to extend life through a sense of justice.

"There will be poor always," "someone has to do these things," "at least they have an income" ... are the 'holy sacrifice' language justifying the victimhood. Saviour's redeeming cross should not be a justifying language for injustice. Enter into the victimhood suffered near and far, there there is the life giving Tree; not when cross becomes a devotional object.

Victim suffers a burdening, burning and pulsating pain. To speak to the wearied, what we need is peace that fills us with life. That consoles our 'fire' of anger and direct us into healing and grace. Victims are reminded, not about their woundedness, though important, they are led to peace and love. We think of the abundance of life, not about a destructive end. In time, we enter into fullness of life, consoled, strengthened, and healed.

from the streams of life

Was Jesus fully aware in detail what was going to happen to him in Jerusalem? I like to see as he was not. There were uncertainties and darkness. "Father, this cup ..." was a cry for strength to walk into the darkness. Like him, we too drink from the stream of life, to step into the dark with trust in the Father. It terrifies, but as we walk, the stream gives freshness to life. Led by hope we walk until light begins to spread.

Uncertainties and complexities we face are often termed as evil, even are personified. Listening to these realities are difficult, but brings light to the darkness we are burdened with. Easy readymade answers may offer satisfaction for us. They are not truth, they are stories.

What must shine in us in the darkness is the virtues by which we grow into Christ. But these virtues we desire can be grown only when we know that we are one body in Christ. The pain and suffering is seen in compassion, shared in charity, acted upon in justice. God loves us in Christ, we grow to Christ to be in communion with the Father, "Into your hands, I commend my spirit."

Stone her to death

‘If there is one of you who has not sinned, let him be the first to throw a stone at her.’  If I don't, I will be counted among those who have sinned. Today we would surely stone, because it is fully right, and the law has to be fulfilled. 'In the name of mercy we cannot compromise justice,' goes the reason. Mercy has its nature, when it sincerely attempts to re-member the other into ones own self, into the body of Christ, and to God. How can the sinful, the condemned, the waste of the world be membered into my own very self? That is the challenge of mercy.  

Susanna was innocent. But the truth of the powerful was the truth accepted by the religious and holy community. Truth cries out in the victims of injustice, and courage seeks for that truth which is revealed only when justice prevails. 

Spirituality takes us face to face with hardness, mourning, brokenness, rising up, freedom of our lives. Many bear the burden of condemnation. How can we do the re-membering of those lives into our body without mercy? Often we rightfully condemn and seek destruction. Mercy seeks life, as truth opens the unknown web of sinfulness where the 'concerned sinner' thrown into. 

Lifeless ruler Christ

"Christ lives, Christ rules, and Christ commands" is a strange Christ with no light of the Gospel. He is not sent by God to give us life and love.

Christ brings us peace, which is life-giving. 'Ruler Christ' demands submission which is not life-giving. Christ is the truth, and opens our heart to truth, that we may have freedom of the children of God. 'True truth' always has a face of compassion and charity. Compassion makes truth courageous, fruitful, and charity makes truth into a life-giving reality. 'Commanding Christ' creates truth and asks to make that the truth.

Grain of Wheat

A deceived sense of fulfilling the covenant actually makes our heart a heart of stone. No ritual, or strict following of religious law guarantees the faithfulness in the covenant. Yet, our confidence is in ways of ritualistic, devotional performances. Some are very attractive offering power, benefits, prosperity, 'deliverance' and the like. Devoid of God, they make our hearts empty of life and love.

"I will 'plant' my law," is also significant. It may have its own time to grow. We cannot program the growth of God's kingdom in ourselves and in a community. Grace grows through our struggles and pains. If we are sincere before God, grace finds its channels in us even across graceless conditions, in our sinful fate.

The law of God is not any written code or commandments. 'I am yours, and You are mine,' is the covenant. The self-emptying death was the ultimate sign of God's love for us. It is from this sacrificial love, the law of God is planted in our hearts. Like a grain of wheat, that love which is planted in our heart begin to grow once it is offered in self-emptying moments of our life. 

Sprouting pain of constant origination

A sprouting pain is a graceful part of growth in every life. Sacrifice, life, joy, hope ... are deeply connected to this sprouting pain. The value of a sacrifice is not in the suffering involved, but the life it produces. No suffering has a salvific value from its suffering as though God is pleased with suffering 'for His sake.' The salvific value is in the hope and joy a person lives despite of suffering because of the trust he/she has placed in God.
The hope is not something about a life after death. Death is not the foundation to meditate on our hope. Life is the foundation. Hope gives us the life to live for the next moment, and next day. That hope gives us the sense of being originated every moment. Still we are being born. Every moment is a sprouting moment, a moment of our origin.

Dwelling place of God

'Full of grace' is what can be said of the dwelling place of God. Ever-flowing grace, and life is the beauty of that dwelling. We are covered, flowed over, consoled, and recreated in the abundance of waters. Our lives are getting more and more centered around worship places. But, do those worship places represent ever-flowing grace? When a worship place become a boundary, how can it contain God? We need symbols and life-styles that represent a temple-less God; God being present everywhere. 

Darkness, life, light

Nicodemus was an honoured man. He didn't have anything to hide. Yet he came in darkness to meet Christ. 'Darkness' deserves our special attention, for it is very significant. In the beginning there was darkness . God said; "let there be light." There was order, the cosmos. Creation was sign of God's goodness, beauty and love. The same light radiates in us and on us.

In the words of prophet Isiah we have a wonderful expression, "the people who sat in darkness saw a great light." It was a time of invasion, insecurity, captivity, and bondage. They were in darkness devoid of god's glory. They also interpreted it to be the outcome of their own sin, another expression of darkness.

St Paul uses 'death' to expression the lightless-ness of our life, a life that has not known Christ. Being in Christ we have life or grace. St John imagines the same as an error if we don't know Christ, since he is the truth. When we know Christ, the truth, we have light.

What is that light and life?
The light and life that we receive is the gospel. The gospel is that 'God so loved the world, and sent his only son. Anyone who believes in him may have eternal life. Those who sit in darkness see a great light as Christ is being lifted up on the cross. Even in the most unjust death, he poured out love for all humanity. It is that love that we need to see on the cross. Jesus does not ask for pity on his suffering and bleeding image and take pains and burdens for ourselves. The light that radiates over those who sit in darkness of chaos, captivity, bondage, sinfulness or error is the experience of the love of God. Only the love that comes from God can clear our chaos, heal our pains, fill our areas of lifelessness with grace, nurture our life with virtues. As he is being lifted up, the light of God's unfathomable love spread over our hearts, our societies. Then, as John wrote, we come to light, and all know that we do the things of God.

In chaos, God makes his voice resound, and transform our life into a life of beauty, goodness, and love. In the unique life of each one of us these chaos and beaty are also significantly unique. It is there the Son of man being lifted up that the light may shine on many more around us.

The focal point here is that God makes the light shine over us to console us and to lead us forward. God gives life. Often we prefer to believe a theology of condemnation, and we call it humility, repentance, and act of conscience. Our focus is on God's wrath, curses and punishment. That is against the light of Christ. As St John stated, "though light came to the world, they preferred darkness." "They are condemned already," not by God, but by their own refusal to receive light and life.

Godless godliness

How did a people whose lives were filled with godly things missed God terribly?

When godly things - beliefs, traditions, rituals, customs etc turn self oriented and intolerant, they harden our hearts. Bypassing their directive function, they glorify themselves. They stand for power, and religion. They offer benefits, create a world of religion which is 'only true, and only holy.' Holiness is sought and experienced in closed chamber. All outside this chamber is condemned to be sinners.

Without personalizing the goodness and justice of God, we cannot love God. The 'fear of the lord' is seen not in god-full life, but in a heart and mind of humility, gratitude, and generosity. That is why love of god is inseparable from love of neighbours.

Christ - the fulfilment of the law

The revelation of God was indeed the law that God gave us to follow. I am slow to believe that the innumerous laws were part of revelation. Is Christ the end that a Christian, or the Church itself aims to complete or become? We have systems, laws, rituals and traditions which have a function of directing. They are not the end, they are not the things that we want to preserve and secure. In what we desire, pray, act, and do, Christ is the end, the Omega. Christ alone fulfils the law, because Christ is the end/purpose of the law. 

No one, also the church, cannot attain this end as long as Christ is made a crowned deity.

True Worship-forgiveness

True worship can happen only when individuals and societies are ready to come face to face with their own truth. Only truth can give us true humility, and truth alone gives us the needed courage for true contrition. If, thus we have received, forgiveness is that courage one can offer to the other for coming in face to face with truth. The focus is not on the offence. but on justice that build mutually.

When truth evades, trust is given to the temple, sacrifices, the king, priests, the prophets, and princes. Devoid of truth, they become instruments of injustice. These prideful greatness themselves became causes of shame. These must be radiant with the truth of the society and of the offeror, and the truth of God.

A humble, true, contrite, forgiving heart worships truly. Other worships insults God though they verbally and ritually praise God.

Ransom unknown to God

Ransom theology has done great harm to Christianity throughout centuries. It does not represent what Jesus taught, did, and what he told about God. It is fascinating for preachers of sin-punishment logic for it can exploit a well cultivated guilt-conscience. 

Where is space of theology of grace, creation, and life? Space for creation is there in the liturgy of Easter. But scarcely the liturgy touches on creation, or the abundance of life. The life and light of easter glory is preached and heard as a continuation of suffering that is seen as ransom as though the father's justice demanded human blood for evoking his mercy. 

Ransom theology in one way or the other justifies suffering and even violence. Suffering and evil must be condemned as suffering and violence themselves. Son of God suffered and died, many innocents suffered and died. Many suffer and die as victims of war, hunger and humiliation. They are indeed victims of injustice. It must be called injustice.

Ransom theology models a saviour who paid the ransom, and yet still  promote  a spirituality of penance and reparations; again a GOD who demands suffering that mercy may be evoked in him. Why there is no penances and reparations for the injustices that we see around? Why don't we take up actions that ensure justice and see true penance in them? Self-inflicted suffering and being hungry just to appease God only serves an empty GOD who is a lie. 

Temple and the law

Laws (even religious) have the capacity only to demand a social order. A relationship with the divine can not be realized by any law. What we need is a sincere heart. A temple must be a symbol of a sincere heart where true worship can happen. Otherwise temples will promote worship that suits GODs created in the framework of the power of laws. Does our worship-places represent a sincere heart?