I stood far and watched him
So far, but my heart was drawn to his love.
He never knew me, but his love was calling me,
I thought I cannot go near him
I am ugly, bad, unworthy
I messed up my life, How can he receive me?
He did not see me, because I hid myself enough
But he embraced all, loved all,
They were worth something.
His love covers my falls, my guilt
Yes, I know that I am forgiven
I am given a new life, a new love.
I went near to him
Many looked at me,
with anger, with hatred, with scorn
they condemned me “I am a sinner.”
For him, I was someone precious.
I wept, the tears fell on his feet,
I wiped them, I kissed his feet.
I had the kiss of his love, though I stood far,
Let me walk in love to life,
Will I fall, does not matter,
That love raises me up.
He says, I loved him much,
O my love,
In my crave, in my helplessness
Was my heart beating for you?
All I had were pain and shame
In my pain, was I loving you?
I love him, he is around me,
I breath him, embrace him,
I live him.
