I live Him

I stood far and watched him

So far, but my heart was drawn to his love.

He never knew me, but his love was calling me,

I thought I cannot go near him

I am ugly, bad, unworthy

I messed up my life, How can he receive me?

 

He did not see me, because I hid myself enough

But he embraced all, loved all,

They were worth something.

His love covers my falls, my guilt

Yes, I know that I am forgiven

I am given a new life, a new love.

 

I went near to him

Many looked at me,

with anger, with hatred, with scorn

they condemned me “I am a sinner.”

For him, I was someone precious.

I wept, the tears fell on his feet,

I wiped them, I kissed his feet.

I had the kiss of his love, though I stood far,

Let me walk in love to life,

Will I fall, does not matter,

That love raises me up.

 

He says, I loved him much,

O my love,

In my crave, in my helplessness

Was my heart beating for you?

All I had were pain and shame

In my pain, was I loving you?

I love him, he is around me,

I breath him, embrace him,

I live him.

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